Date:	2003-07-22 11:25
Subject:	Shelter From the Storm
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

I'm so tired...

Last Thursday i spent the whole day with my cutie, a lot of things happened, i can describe the whole day as the most perfect day since i've been with her. I mean it was like a movie, most likely as Vanilla Sky. Not just thanks to the things we did in the day, we use to do that things all the time, but thanks to the sky, the breeze, the mood we breathen then. Our conversations were so dynamic, so sincere. Since i picked up her in her home and we played RPGs and Silent Hill (i think, but i can't clearly remember if we played SH then or we did it last wednesday), however, those hours in her house were almost etheric, I mean everything was so fluid and 'natural'.

The we went to Cinepolis Garza Sada (curious fact here: I met Kitty_Ally here like 2 or 3 months ago, however, she was with Alex and we didn't say a word, but sincerely, 2 seconds after i realized that she really was her, I wanted to turn back to say hello to her, but something inside me stopped me). Well, Haru and I arrived Garza Sada and we spent a lot of time playing KoF 2002 and Dance Dance Revolution 5. We're at the same level in KoF, i thought i was invincible there, but she almost always defeats me. However i've trained my Angel, Kura and K9999 skills. She keeps training with Whip, Athena and Kura. She's a headache when she chooses Whip... there's no place in the whole screen where i can be safe, she keeps attacking and grabbing and throwing my character and sometimes she wins by PERFECT. Then after we battled for a while. We played DDR. There were 3 gals before we played and they acted like exhibing herselves when dancing, but the truth is that their dance tech is really, really bad. Then it was our turn to dance and we choose some average songs, althought high level for the gals. They stared at me all the time and Haru became a little angry...

Then we went to my home in my Tsuru and we laughed a lot in the way to home, i kept making my stupid jokes all the way. Really, I still don't know why Haru laughs like that when i start to say my stupidities... o_o once we arrived at home, she disguised as a guy, because all my neighbors knew that there was nobody in the house, so Haru hide her hair, and she quickly entered the house.

We spent some time listening Zurdok's Hombre Sintetizador album at my room, leying in my bed, strongly embraced and with a strange light entrering thru the window. The most perfect sunset, not only by itself, but for the moment i was living with her. I mean everything fitted perfectly. The clouds, the same breeze. Then i don't know why, we turned ON the PC and we watched FLCL - episode 4. There was the same sky outside the window of my room when Naota batted the satellital bomb.

Then we take a shower and my brother arrived. We went to the car to deliver Haru to her home. The perfectness was still with us until we arrived Gonzalitos. We were breathing that breeze, full of hope and wishes and peace, when my car just stopped responding. That's why we're in the hospital since then... i've lost my legs and 3/4 of right eye... >sigh<

The motor just stopped and we made it into a Benavides' Parking Lot, Haru's father came to help us, Juan was worried about us and he called 4 times or so. Then Haru went with his father and mine arrived shortly. 2 1/2 hours later we made it to home...



Friday 18th... in Garza Sada, working and bored, without car and my check out hour was 10pm... I phoned Juan and dad 5 times each. I was planning my trip to Tampico... at 10pm i was buying the tickets with Juan. Then Hacken and Luis (Bisbal) arrived the Bus Station at 11:30~ pm, and at 12 we were in the bus. We teased the other passengers for a while but we were so tired that we finally slept... when we got there, our guide came with us to the Hotel where Bisbal reserved our room. We spent some time there and i can hardly remember what happened then... everything happened so fast... we went to one of Ana's friend house to invite her to the beach, but her mom didn't let her. Then we walk like 1 hour or so looking for the beach, i was about to faint and in my last sight i saw a one of that stores in the middle of nowhere... we drunk one beer and talked with Mrs. I can't remember and then we restarter our trip.

Now we take a Taxi to the beach. We bought some beers and some snacks before arriving beach and we walked from the road to the beach. In he way we found an old building called 'el naturista' Ana told us that that was a hopital used long time ago to cure vicious people, addicted to drugs. And that place was so wonderful... all the walls and the floor were filled with all sort of marine plants, and the breeze... we went to the top of the builing and the sight was wonderfull, the sea, the sand, the people in the beach, the sky. [A MOMENT WHEN TENSION BREAKS - SHIROH SAGISU from NEON GENESIS EVANGELION OST] We drunk and eat the stuff and the Juan and I went to the water... we swam 3 hours or so... without any kind of block lotion... it hurts... then we collected shells and crabs and then we returned to the Hotel, but before we bought some Whiskey... once we get in the hotel we take a shower and we slept for a while, then Hacken and Bisbal went to buy the food and as Juan and I were slept they wasted 1 hour outside the room. We watched Dragon Heart and Operation : Dragon as we drunk whiskey. Ana arrived room and she went straight with Bisbal, the they begun to kiss, and the touches and so... so i jumped to the other bed and we keep drinking, Hacken was really drunk and we fighted like in Bruce Lee's movies, he won the first combat and i won the 2nd and 3rd. We only fought 3 because he nearly dies... i made a suplex to him but i missed the bed... so his neck was directly to the floor, fortunately i'm so strong that i used my feet to grab the bed and with my arms i pulled back him.

After that Hacken, Juan and I went to walk to the downtown as Bisbal stayed with Ana in the room... for 15 minutes, then 30, 1 hour, 1 hour and a half... we needed to force the door to separate them with chillin water. After that we went to Maeva Beach to the Boulevard and we stayed there for a while, then we went to the beach to smoke a little bit... (a little bit means a Marlboro Ten-Pack, two packs of Delicados, one of Raleigh, one of L&M Lights and two of Marlboro we bought in Monterrey in two days). Then we stayed there looking at the sea and the stars... an i don't know about others, but i heard some meaningful songs inside my head in moments like that, there i heard on of the Movie of Evangelion, when Shinji is fading with Rei in the LCL pool...

The stars... so bright, and the moon.. i swear that i thought that Haru would appear in a moment there, in the reflect of the moon in the water. I really missed you there Haru. Then we returned to Hotel to sleep.

The sunday we woke up at 11 am and we saw the Mexico - Jamaica match.

oh ... i'll finish this thing tomorrow... im so tired... later!

As always, it's beem a while since the last update of this Journal. so let's try to write something a little bit smarter today, let's try.

Yesterday I went with my brother and with my dad to the movies, and that's something kinda... unusual, since my father don't use to hang on with us. He's always working and watching TV when he's home, so that's why i had a great time yesterday. And why do I start my writing with this? Well, in the movie (Hulk) there's a scene that for all the people it's normal and it seems to be meaningless. It's when Banner is inside the water, fainted and apparently dead. Everything's all right here? Well, the fact that made me perform the deepest introspection in a while. [Since now i'll try to explain myself going linearly to the point.] The introspection triggered with this scene... most specificly with the movement of Banner's body inside the water. I really feel as if i were inside all that pools i've been in my life. The first i can remember, in the kindergarden with all my classmates and my first encounter with femenine bodies as i can remember. I won't say a word to defend myself, but i somehow... got hooked to the little bodies of the gals of the class, i only was a kid! but i can clearly remember now that i think of it, i wasn't peeking, i was DIRECTLY looking at the girls and the remember of my thougts back there are so like mine nowadays...

Then... my first trip to beach, with my grandfathers, parents and my brother. There are some vivid emotions as the smell of the shampoo used by one of my aunts, the smell of the wet sand in the morning and the feeling of the fresh water climbing my skin as i dive in water. The crabs and the lobbs crawling in the wooden floor of one of the hotel's restaurants. The pancakes we ate in one of the restaurants in town, their smell and the first time i remember i ate Aunt Jemima's Syrup. The feeling of my feet when i walked over the marble floor with my barefoot in the corridor of the hotel. When my dad rescued my sandal when it was stolen from me by a wave. In my mind, my dad swimmed for hours and he disappeared in the horizon.

When i practiced swimming in San Luis, in Guadalajara and here in Monterrey.

And i remember that, when i had some trouble here in home, or someone with my friends or i just feel tired, i just layed in the water, keeping the breath... And the water hugging me. All of me. And i always wanted to open my eyes, inside the water, but i always was scared. But when i opened them for the first time, and i won't ever remember when it was... it was as if i were in my born... i think it was all cause of the entorn... i mean the lights and the sounds are like in the hospitals, and the water... the amniotic liquid inside my mother. It would be the most logic reason. But somehow, there's Selene there, in the last days i've saw her, i hugged her a lot. And i didn't knew why, but when i remembered all of this. I mean, i don't really know if i'm clear enough to make you, the one who are reading this, to understand what i feel. Maybe i wanted to be like water to her. As if i wanted to make her feel is i used to do. So safe. Fresh. Absolute freedom. So natural.


And all of this because of a movie scene?



~ Beyond the Flames

See... all of my friends and I have been playing a RPG in the internet. Were kinda... known there. It's a land named Leyenda. Again, let's go by parts. Have you ever heard about //hack? That anime series about the life of some kids and the story about their characters in a online RPG? Well, it recently has been like that.

We're a really heterogeneus group: Selene [Haruko] is a magician (she's a really cute fairy... maybe the cutest character in all the game), Juan [Beowulf] is a human hunter [maybe the most hated character], Ricardo [Suncks] is the strongest mage around the lands, Luis is a orc wrestler, Edgar is a human knight, and there are also another two hunters [one male and the other female], a warrior and me... Orethaen the strongest thief in the world. And not only strong, I've also settled up an entire spionage network in the world. And that gives the game a plus.

Maybe I'll write down the story later, but if you want to see what's happened so far you can visit the forums at http://www.leyendaonline.com

Both of us , Haruko and me planned our wedding (because you can also do that) the only problem it's that the local god of the Lands isn't there anymore (he's like the master) and weddings can't go on without him... and that's a problem because since the wedding has been delayed, a lot of immature players has been teasing Haruko. And what do you think? Exactly, I've knocked down a couple of them. Strangely they're all from Uruguay, and lately i've heard about a war between both countries, i wonder why... o_o , back to the wedding... it kinda strange at the beggining since Haru is a faerie and i'm a half-elf, i can't wait to see how our sons will look like. Have you ever seen Chitchana Yukitsukai Sugar? (aka Sugar Baby Love) well if you, Haru looks like Ginger, the rain fairy.


Mmmh... about some of my fiends, it's strange... i don't have any time to see them now. I mean, Daniel, Karla, and gang... they're out of my reach now. If isn't fault of my work, it's because i'm with Haru, or i'm RPGing with Juan and the others... and about my FCFM friends... it's the same, my FAV friends, the same. Sometimes I feel guilty, and that's something I've learned, but at least I say: man, I can't, I'm busy. And that's, I'll share omre time with them... I mean with Daniel' Team, they've been my best friends for a while and it's now when i think i'm losing them, that if i already have lost them. I want to be with them, maybe one day every 15 days at least. Just to say hello! How you're doing? Because they marked my life so deep. They're as my adoptive parents. I grew up thanks to them. And most specific... about Daniel and Ale... both of them marked me permanently. I only stayed with them one year or so and now, after 2 years... I sometimes remember about happy moments we shared, so trivial events like the Gerber OVA, about the Bass Fishing Real Porno Sounds Game, about all the Age of Empire's Stuff, about Mr. Tomoyo, always with his camera. About the piano and the last days... full of cloudy skies, cigarrettes and alcohol. Numb vision.

As if you were in a ship in the middle of the ocean... everything's joy, but all of a sudden, a storm hits the ship and everyone's thrown at the ocean. When you wake up you're in a bed, in a place you've never been. But you feel so comfortable, it's so familiar. Then you realize your life has changed forever, it don't necesarilly needs to be worst or best. It's different. Then someone knocked the door of the room and she came in. Then everything was unimportant, because Selene was the one who take care of me all this time. And when, after a year or so she asks me... so, where are you from? I look at the horizon and smile to my past. I laugh in my present and I embrace with the sweet future.

Yeah, enough. I like to get out from the main topic... as i was saying... it's just that i wonder : What should happen if we were friends again?


As for Selene... since i used to get melancholy when i stared at the sky, no matter if it was gray cloudy, an orange sunset, a yellow morning, i always looked back. A inherent and conditioned reflex. I'd never knew why though. But now it's different, maybe the sky it's the meaning of the voices of my destiny and i still can't understand them. But one thing for sure. Now there's a smile. Because I know we're together forever. We're inside the water, hugging and protecting us, i won't feel safer in my own home, i won't feel better even in the most sweet and compassive death, i won't be happier even in Heaven, I can't feel better. We're one. We're in love.

	*thief* a master of "acquiring things without cost." mischievous; quick; light-hearted
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

Date:	2003-05-21 08:19
Subject:	Yellow Sunshine from East
Security:	Public
Mood:	complacent

Yesterday, hummm it was tuesday. We stayed in school no matter we didn't had any class. We smoke a lot of time and we had a tickle's war. Of course I won.

Karla (Selene's sister) told her that she'd call be but she didn't, we're going to the Matrix : Reloaded Premiere.

While in my work... it was fine, the time passed quickly and i didn't get so tired.

Hummm... 'bout this Journal, Selene read it and she was kinda dissappoint... so that's why i'll keep a record of everyday i spent with her.

Date:	2003-05-19 22:58
Subject:	Crazy Sunshine
Security:	Public
Mood:	ecstatic

About how the music in my life ~ Posting the Post of : Past Pasted Part of me

My real life, the life i'm living right now started since the first to weeks in school, like two months after we arrived Monterrey. The city where my life found the shine and breeze of the morning of my life. My young stage.

Monterrey, when i was in high school (prepa) : there was a guy , his name was Ovidio. He was the responsible for me to be a REM devote follower. He borrowed me the 'Out of Time' album, and that's exactly what was happening with me. I was so absorbed by my own stupid interests that i didn't noticed when the end of the scholar period was so close to me that i didn't caught any good memory. See, all the stuff i din in that couple of years was to play F-Zero with my brother in my PC, that's why that when i listen any of the 'Up' or the 'Out of Time' all the tracks of that game come to my mind full of life, as if they'd have any breath of life in that programmed code, and i can tell you almost all the races i played (and sincerely they weren't less than 100 cups). Oh! And about the 'Up' album... the first girl who really got interested in me (at least that was what i thougt) give me in my birthday (ok, i'm not counting on the Plaza Sesamo's gals, who honeslty 'fell in loved with me' just because i needed to be kind, that was my job there and they gave me their phone numbers and some little presents, enough) sincerely i feel great when she gave to me. But i didn't knew anything about girls and i quickly got rid of her, maybe conscious, maybe not, but she got dissapointed after i got dissapointed of me when i knew she was planning to have a baby from me. Her parents were that Rancheros that you oftenly see in some movies or in stories, and her parents should forced me to marry with her. However I knew to wonderful friends there: Juan and Ricardo.

Monterrey, in my first months of university... every afternoon, when i got home, i always turned on my PS and sitted down to play Castlevania, and all the nasty and tough things of the day just vanished into Alucard's body. Soul less body. I somehow felt identified with him. Maybe because he was so right and lawfull, fighting against his feelings, and remember he didn't owed a soul. I hide and locked my feelings in the room of my brother, because the PS was there. All the tones of the Soundtrack of Castlevania were like parts of my feelings. Tragic sometimes, but then somehow they turned empty and without any meaning. I always returned to home when the sunset and I guess that was one of the reasons for me to link the sorrow with the orange color of the sunset, and it was odd, because the orange color of the sunset was the same, and i mean, exactly the same of one of the game's scenes. The Library, which was the part were i spent a lot of time. It was also the age of Daft Punk, with songs fill of sorrow and 'orange' notes. I hope that you start to catch what i mean when i say something's oreange. Hum... I was with Daft Punk. Do you know the first scene i remember with any of their 'Discovery' album? When i was with some people in Colonia del Valle, Calzada del Valle, walking to the other side of the street, just that. And i find it really strange. Well there are some memories of Chipinque. But that events will happen later.

Now here's when my soul started to burn and awake. Like a handfire, when you throw a burning match to a bunch of paper in the top and inside of the wood. The paper burns almost instantly and violently, but the wood needs more time to burn with the same intensity. And it's wood who needs to burn. Not the river of feelings whom boil in the process. Is the soul that needs to burn and then the water and flow of emotions shall boil and heat. Right here, after 6 or 8 months of my carreer I met some guys : Sandra , Daniel , Rosario , Brenda , Karla and all the Ship's Gang... those were times of absolutely freakishness. My life was devoted to my friends, most specially to them, well Rosario was somehow farther from me but however she was a good friend. Then there appeared songs like Holy Lonely Nights, Kiseki no Umi from Lodoss War, Hitoshii no Tameni from Fushigi Yuugi, I mean... all of my classic period of anime anxiety. We stayed always in Sandra's home and sometimes (3 or 4 in Brenda's home), and that's why when I hear that songs all the remembers of the past came back to me. And it isn't like I'm always hoping for that moments to return. I only valued all the stages of my life since the very moment I lose them. And that's something i ain't doing any more.

Now it's time for another stage, or may I call it a sort of sub-stage. It begun when I met Alejandra, there were times when I only hanged out with Sandra and sometimes with Daniel. Times for Daft Punk and for some strange music always epic, now it's in my hand thanks to him. Some pop music and anime music more than ever (it don't counts now), they're:
B*Witched : a band of 4 european girls who Daniel found the most beautiful gals in the whole world, but they're nothing more that a good group. I really admired 'em but nothing more.

Slowly Sandra was getting out of the group, and I didn't ever noticed, now i'm ashamed of that. Then i started to feel something for Alejandra, and both of them, Daniel and her knew it. However i do not want to detail this part since the whole Journal contains too much information and topics related to this stage, since Alejandra was who told me about this page. At this stage I heard a hell of melancholic songs as i stayed in front of the first person i wanted, and thanks to God, i didn't knew how to react. Songs for this stage: Sort of songs like I don't want to miss a thing from Aerosmith , When I need You from Leo Sawyer and some oldies which have another meaning to me. They were the songs i heard my whole life, and , since the feeling in my childhood were an ilimited love from both my parents to me and my brother , but most specially between them , i think i must be so confused to relate those songs with my first 'love' feelings. Some other groups are: Creed, Radiohead, Nirvana, and a LOT of classic music and instrumental ones almost entirely from Neo Genesis Evangelion Soundtrack.


And I say 'love' because after the Alejandra - Daniel stage I urged to change my surroundings, in order to start a new mood of life. So i moved from Computer Sciences to Graphic Desing carreer. Maybe i was expecting too much from this change but when the second week of 'propedeutic' classes, well, i met a girl with silk instead of skin, and it was white like the coffee's foam layer when it's hot. With long hair blacker than the sky out of the limits of the city, as their eyes, well i must say, her eyehair... they were so black and i only noticed them, because they were closed, but when she opened them, they were the blackest of all the black to be... and ?_? some time later i noticed their dark coffee deep color. I want to say that they were too impressive for me. So I took a picture from her. It was the last work for that subject and the job was to make a composition of forms and figures so then the teacher would take the photo. So i cutted and shaped pieces of paper, black and white paper, just as her eyes and hair and her skin. And i shaped them like letters, and they said: 'Never knows best', from FLCL.

When i saw FLCL in Luis home there were to things that deeply impressed me: the music amd two: that Haruko... specially her eyes. Well FLCL's OST is the OST for this stage. Most specially Crazy Sunshine. Filled of excitement and espectation from coming times. It fills me of hope, just like it done right now that im listening to it... try it, when it says Crazy Sunshine for the first time it 1 second before it which makes me cry. Again. whoa... two times... maybe i'm not ordering this part, but it's true.

And I'd never knew anything best than Selene, and that's why she's a Crazy Sunshine. She's the sunsets of my past, the full day in my present who fills me of light and she's the fresh sunshine from the east who blows a fresh breeze to my future. Making me really happy and full for the first time in my life. The mood of my life it's now the morning, the future because i know it's perfect while she's by my side. Feel every raindrop who falls in your skin, now feel the one who landed in your shoulder. Fell your skin so wet and imagine they're tears, your tears. And you're crying that much because you're happy and I'm sure that there isn't any other pleasure that could fill more my soul that crying when i'm happy. And right now, today i cried two times. And i'm not meaning a girlish cry. Yelling and screaming. It's when your soul has condensed due your happiness and it's pulled out of your body, to reach other people. Now to reach you Selene.

I really doubt that someone still haven't noticed that war started yesterday... all of my nearby ones are too scared to think in something else than war...

Date:	2003-02-21 23:11
Subject:	Wind's Rage
Security:	Public
Mood:	grateful

Today was a odd day... full of wind, and that's too starnge here in Monterrey, a city bordered by mountains. Well whatever. since my last post:

Things are going better and better, i mean, in school, with my family, with my cutie, my friends, health. It's like if the wind turned again to my side. Remember when I owned the Wind and I let it go? Ironic, the Wind was taken away from me by a wind rage... and today that i've found the place i'm worth of it returns to me.

Singing in the streets as I walk busy with unimportant things in my mind.
Walking in the grass with the smell of the wet wind and the taste of her mouth in my lips makes me feel as i were in Sephiroth one more time. Riding a stormcloud in a gray Cloudy Sky.

Date:	2003-02-02 09:58
Subject:	Sleepy Head
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy

I've been asleep since friday... i don't wanna go to those kind of places anymore. Ok, I had a great time, but I'm tired to death, I've got no cash and my body is killin' me. We went to 'La Cabaña', we stayed there just 30 minutes and we got bored, so we head to 'La hacienda' that is the same thing, it's just that the music isn't that bad there.
OK i had a little arguing with cutie... and that's why i couldn't sleep from friday to saturday. We didn't FIGHT but she was sad for some things i coudln't see. I'm working to don't let that happen again.

Date:	2003-01-30 20:10
Subject:	It's all fine!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

Well, nothing more to say... i'm here, in home with cutie... and that's it... things can't go better in my life. Oh yes... almost forgot! Today we stole 12 packs of 'Talisman' matches... XD

...to be with... in the first line of last post

Today I was checking the Journals of those whom i used to be, Daniel & Alejandra... it's kinda... i dunno... like orange, all the memories i have from 'em are like etheric as if they'd never existed. I mean, i remember all the things with a freakish detail level... but they're so distant, so gone. They're like other life. I must be honest: i won't ever be ashamed of my past life, it was great, full of rainy days, full of summer sunsets, full of the loneliess of our three souls. Now that i think of it those memories i had are like if the were the memories of the time i spent in mom's utero... before my birth.
Now i'm a child to the life again, everything's new... all the feeling i had, just vanished into a memory and that's kinda frightening but it fulls me with hope at the same time, i'm able to see the things from other point of view. Everything's different... now i'm loved in other way, i mean, really loved. And now life's got a new mood, now it's always morning instead of afternoon... but still the memories are around me like harmless ghosts. And i'm glad of it. I was afraid that those ghosts could hurt me, to catch me guard off and send me to hell... but everything's different.

Well let's take A Breath for Her... remember that song? Suikoden II, like standing in a harbor waiting for the boat of your life, with tiny water drops hitting my face, and that fresh grass smell, full of hope. I'm glad to be in love with the proper soul. Awright...see us later then...

Date:	2003-01-17 11:55
Subject:	Everything's fine
Security:	Public
Mood:	full

It's been a long time since i last updated this thing... and this has a reason, I'm having a great time with my girlfriend. Well I didn't saw her in a week or so, but however i called her when i could. This past 13th we achieved 4 months. Thing can't go better. We stayed all the day in her home since she were sick, she had fever and we stayed there watching some videos and having a great time just the two of us. All alone.
The 14th was Cagabolas' birthday, he prepared a little party in his home. Only grunge, andy and me were invited, oh well, Botanas was also invited but he'd never go. We drunk almost all night, all thanks to juanelo's sister boybriend... he's kinda rich, so he bought us a lotta beers, while grunge and me bought 5 Marlboro & Camel packs and a bottle of mezcal which made me puke...
We played D&D, Gran Turismo, FFT and listened music all night. Altought i got sick all because of Cagabolas and Grunge, those motherfuckers breathed me all the smoke of 2 cigarrets while i was aslept, so i got my throat sick -.-'' no matter that i had a great time ...
I spent almost all 15th in sleeping and resting in home.... then i drove all noon... from my home to school to pick up my bro and let him in the house of friend of him... then i drove to cumbres to see cutie, then we bought 4 sushi rolls and 2 yakimeshi (one with shrimp and the other with chicken) then i picked up my bro again... left Chii in her home and drove like the devil to my home... o.o
the 16th... well i'll write 'bout 16th later... gotta pick up bro... -.-'''

Date:	2002-11-21 20:31
Subject:	Morning rules
Security:	Public
Mood:	full

Well, my english level it's not good as it was a year ago. I haven't practiced in a while, so please don't get angry. Please.
Life's being so good lately. There are no problems, I'm having the best time I've ever had with my cutie. We're in the same classroom, so we're together all the day. The following Saturday I'll take her to a japanese dance show in Fundidora Park. I hope it good enough to worth the $60 I paid. Let's hope the best. Also, tomorrow will be a party in Chi's house, we used to play Came Cube's Smash Bros Melee... yeah, unbelievable... me playing Game Cube, it's sad but true, it's a good game, It's so absorbing, not as a blowjob but it's still absorbing. Hahaha.
Last 13th I feel kinda melancholy again, it was Daniel's birthday, I wrote him a few lines and my mind flew to those years. It's not that I miss them badly, I agree, those were good years. But luckly life keeps improving.
Apart, lately I had some problems with knowns, they've got so angry because I can't call or write 'em. But please, my apologies, I'm to busy. School, home, and Chi.
Thank you for everything, Chi, Cagabolas, Daniel and my dear Prieta.

Date:	2002-10-21 22:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	ecstatic

This last days were the best ones of my whole life. All the past has just gone. Nothing more to say.

Pinche Prieta... donde te metes que no te hallamos?
Ruca no estas, ruca mi mama
Infinidad de a?os tiene ella mas
Espero que bien y felizmente vivas
Tanto quiero decirte, tantas cosas que presumirte, pero
Asta (hasta) la madre de lejos vivo y solo por aqui te escribo

Te quiero mucho, mucho es poco, y poco es el tiempo, tiempo que te veo es poco, pero lo poco que te veo, mucho lo disfruto.

Date:	2002-10-03 22:10
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

Heya!
Sorry but I had an awfull week, lot of homework and that stuff, so this is the first time i've connected in a while.
Before anything else... the 30th was the birthday of my dearest auntie, we called, we logged in this MSN shit, but we couldn't contact her. Anyway, you know how much I love you. Lots of kisses for you. And something else... I'll call you this weekend so please stay at home or at least tell me where you'll be to call you, please. I also bought a little present for you, but... may i send you or it would be better to give it to you at new year?

Oh!
And you can post a comment at the bottom of each entry.

Date:	2002-09-28 11:30
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Mood:	exhausted

Heya!
Back to english writing, this shit doesn't support ? s. No prob.
Feeling good since the las two weeks (y). Today i went to the damned military service, it's so boring... i hate it. and i'm tired.
Guess what? 'member the design contest? Well, i got 1st place of my class, yeah! i do rock. I got a 100 and the nearest rival (2 nd place) got a 80. It's just matter of time to be claimed the best designer of Nuevo Leon (hope it).
About my relationship with Sele, everything's working, and i'm so glad of it. Yestrerday she came to my house and met my momma, everything was great.
Well... see ya later!

Date:	2002-09-24 21:04
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Mood:	optimistic

Heya there!
Life rules!

Date:	2002-09-19 21:22
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Mood:	happy

No hay mucho que decir, otro d?a cuasi perfecto. El clima agradable, fresco, aunque en ocasiones el sol molestaba como en esos d?as infernales de la can?cula [o can?gula?]. Me la pas? tomando fotos y videos con mi novia en los ratos libres, unas muy graciosas, espero subirlas a la p?gina despu?s.
Lo ?nico que me inquieta es un amigo... el quer?a andar con mi novia desde hace como 4 o 5 meses [yo desde hace 8 m?s o menos] en fin, fue un desmadre. El sujeto est? enojado porque yo no le dije que a?n me gustaba [supongo que ten?a que haberle dicho todos los d?as que ella me gustaba, pero bueno], este sujeto en cuesti?n ha estado ignorando a mi novia, lo cual me incomoda bastante. En fin, lo bueno es que esto no altera para nada nuestra relaci?n.

Por lo dem?s me la pas? de poca madre.